Farewell Address

Nā Hōkū o Mauna Kea (The Stars of Mauna Kea) – Luke Jones

Farewell Address

Ellene Warner

“Unto Adam also and to his wife did the LORD God make coats of skins, and clothed them.

And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever:

Therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.”

-(Genesis 3:21-23)

Dear Mom and Dad,

It is summer now. 

When comes spring–

I will have to leave Eden. 

The hammer of the evening calm

In the orotund throat of the gull

Wakes the infirm mind on the palm

To the bells like stars that 

Beg the world to resurrect–

These are ferns with tired design

From long-abiden divine

Order in the live oak shade

So make me Lazarus with his cane

Whose head of wonders leaves

The blind man to the night of seraphs 

And their flowing river greaves. 

Will we meet again?

I am Arthur with my men

And the apparition riseth o’er Pentecostal high

Raise the light 

Raise the light

So the hydrangeas on the beam

Can steal beneath the veil of green

And arms of steam 

The children of the lambent stream

Will shed from me the dead and dying rain. 

I am marshland and I was tan once

And wild-haired as the moss

And the fur cuff held my shivering

Outside the Philadelphia ballet;

I am nutcrackers hale and gay

That tottle as the piano plays

I am Please-Touch and I am going through a phase. 

Time is a river

I dove into with my nose plugged

And battled with the tide

I manned the January tube-side

Beyond the Nantahala raft

In the candid copper photograph

That washes me of sin

That takes the corded hair

And cleaves it by my chin.

My feet are in the river twice

Raise the light 

Raise the light

The future is Orion 

With his bow between my eyes

Both hands are supplicant to the sky–

It is time!

It is time!

The future looms in Turkish boats

With snakes in crates and damascened stokes

I am nascent and terrible and all that I know

Is a burden of stones

The pilgrimage to undergo. 

I have love songs yet to write

Of halcyon nights

From the car to the cradle

In my mother’s arms; 

I have books to devour and figs to pluck

And languages to construct

And apples to eat and weight to lose

And tan to gain and newer shoes

I have acne to kill and the killers of me

Are love and loneliness and greed.

The hammer of the evening calm

Is another day lost to the grave

And the countdown goes like men in rows

Onto the boat and far away. 

This is cruelty! This is slaughter!

My time is crippled and unrealized

I sent my years with you to cheap demise. 

But still tolls the call, 

The call to arms, 

The call to march from Eden to the field of stars

I am Joan, I am Bernard

In the eye inside the raid alarms

The call from home to fall like stars

The egg must break before we starve 

Unborn. 

The fruit is to be–the fruit is nigh–

So will you make coats for me when I leave? 

Love, 

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